It's Raining

I read today "Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain". I am going to have to make this my new motto. My words to live by, if you will. I need to learn to make the best out of whatever disasters come my way. I think maybe this is what God is trying to teach me with all of the total crap he has thrown our way in the last few months.

So this is it. Right now. I am going to dance in the rain and like it. I am going to stop worrying about when we will have enough money to do the things we want and concentrate on enjoying the life we have (on a tight budget). I am giving my life long, and most precious, dream of being a mother to God. I am not going to chart or obsess about when I have ovulated in hopes of conceiving or to try and prevent it. I am going to enjoy being married and trust that when God is ready for us to have the baby we so want, he will give it to us and make it stick.

It's raining and I'm going out to get wet!